I did not get into the car. It was like losing ground. I caught up where I did not want. Caught in a dense crowd. But away from all the souls. Weeping willow in the middle of anonymous. I felt the smell of one. The strength of the other. Too close. I emptied my heart. The offered this horde of strangers. Without a word, without a cry. That the blood that flowed from my stomach wide open.
He had a red shirt and white. Was Valentine's Day. Red brutal for my sleepy eyes. I wanted to take her hand. About a foot between us. Least when the tremors became more vivid. I was afraid of falling into an abyss. Save me, would I have wanted to tell him.
Every stop I emptied more. The shocks were part of my shivering with fear. The essence of me crumbled into tiny particles that flew off. Getting lost and not knowing how to find it. Amidst these foreign insconcients disorder that I smashed.
I arrived at the destination. I had no soul. Naked, lonely, scared. I was only blood that I dirtied the pores of skin. A few drops that I could escape. Almost dead.
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