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Can I turn crazy please? This impulsive

Arrrrghhh! I do not know what to do. And that gnaws at me. It's about this expense. LOUD please help me, advise me.

As I said in comments, it's a trip. And I travel, I bought some fairly quickly and without thinking too much. Wham! on the credit card. But then, I have not room on my credit card. Which I wisely declined the limit. Ok, I have what it takes to deposit. And the final payment would not be before 2 months. So technically, any should be fine. But

. Technically, eh! You never know. And it still means rationalizing expenditure (I ?!?!?) it and not have bad luck (s) by then. And it still means do not improve my credit card. I mean, I'm tired of being at the limit. I still have a wage acceptable. But hey, I live alone in Montreal .... and I am extravagant. Less for items. For travel, however ..... My weakness. Still, that suits me I'm tired of always being on the edge of the gorge. But

too. I really want this trip. I slept badly to think. Nothing working. A true pulse roaring. If I had the same cost for such a date in September, not even hesitate. I would make the deposit immediately. But there, good price I have is to end May So soon. And I know I have a really good price. And I do not know if I'll find a price like that. For various reasons. And then there was only one life to live, it does not have the money to paradise. But

. There's also retired. I mean, I just turned 30. Should not one that I save two, I also began to invest my money for later? They say that must, I think, five months have savings or something like that for the surprises of life. I never got that. But

. The most beautiful moments of my life, I got them on a journey. I booked travel impulsively, bang, suddenly, without really asking any question. Because if I do not act like that, I will never do anything. And then, well, I still managed to get by until now. And although my credit card crying tears of blood, I'm doing well in general. Ok, not to save either. But I still can.

ARRGHHHHH! WHAT I DO ????????????? I need advice. Full view.