I am really tired. To tell you the truth (without telling you), today, I was shaking so much I was sick. I am someone who can take it. Take much. Maybe too much sometimes. But when my limit is reached, I can not go back.
I tell you what put me in this state. But I will not. You know me! But I can still tell you some stuff. Sometimes there are situations that are dragging. Been done to change that. We tell ourselves that it's done. But no. It is not. So we must act again. But we doubt. It is said that if it did not change the other times, why this one? I'm here.
I'm not perfect. I even have my character. It must sweat a bit anyway. But intentionally malicious? This is not me. I hate it. I want to get along with others. I want things to go smoothly. Or at least courteously worse. I am not one who wants it turns evil.
I do not know quite what to confess. Sometimes we must go further. But at the same time, what I really want? I want to do no harm. But I want things to change. And I admit, I think less less.
I know. Difficult to advise parables. Parables romp that does not measure what that might do. But then, it will be that. I'm tired. And I want to change. I can not and I do not want to react like that deal with things that happen in my life. This is not normal to tremble, to encourage and to be moody like that. My limit is exceeded. Long. Yes, I'm sick!
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